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2 November 2020 FALLING INTO AUTUMN

It happens once each year like – ‘er – clockwork. In the beginning it is beautiful, even enchanting; however, as it trundles along into November, the season can turn mean, even vengeful.

Imagine one dry leaf tumbling down a concrete sidewalk.

See yourself looking out your bedroom window spattered with rain, and the damp coming in.

Feel the hollow at the bottom of the heart as the hours of light diminish, and frost on brown grass blades replaces shimmering morning dew.

Recall that the seasons follow the planet’s circuit around our star – the wannabe organized man invented the concept of time that seems to move forward but leaves us looking back over our shoulders.

I was born on the autumnal equinox. Joe S and I were married on the spring equinox. So, I have a connection to these two annual points on the calendar. You may be interested to know that an equinox does not always have the same date; the day varies. The autumn equinox falls on either September 22nd or 23rd. My mother picked the 23rd for me, and as I grew to understand birthdays, she insisted I stay on the date she authorized for the sake of – well, I’m not sure what or who. 

In contrast, Joe and I enjoy having to look up the date of our anniversary (March 19, 20, or 21 – blame the Gregorians with their calendar) and when we were in the Twin Cities where there are actual restaurants, we celebrated for three days – just in case the astral powers that be got it wrong.

Autumn is the Poets’ season, bringing a certain comfort in its validation of all she knows is true, actual, soul-piercing. The time when the summer of each being’s life starts to wane. Nothing is permanent. What arises, departs. Yet, the departure is glorious, rich with the palette of living’s colors. Tall, red prairie grass lets the wind have its way like aging bones struggling to keep and elder’s body upright. The evening wind and darkness coming ever earlier often put us in nostalgic moods. Pumpkins’ gap-toothed leering – the symbolic lifeless head staring straight into every creature’s eyes.

The Poets’ season is a time of melancholy, even if one doesn’t believe in such invisible forces. The waning light, cold moons – even blue—fear of the wolves’ howling gone with the packs – gone – gone – left to the Poets’ songs.

There’s a good reason why “autumn” is also called “fall.” In contrast to the rising heat of summer, the season has the essence of a steady decline into a damp crypt; yet, paradoxically, as weeks fall off the calendar, the coziness of a house heated by fossil fuels can feel downright decadent after a bracing walk with the dog(s).  Even the time change from “daylight savings” to “standard,” has the old memory-sentence, “spring ahead; fall back.” That “fall” can be brilliant with reds and golds, but always swiftly turns to gray scud meddling with the skies and snow-rain muddying earth.

Autumn often causes fretting. Will I get sick again this winter, as I did last year? How can I get through driving again in ice and heavy snow? Can I manage depression as the light goes away? When the kids go back to school, will I worry about them? And so on. That’s just the way it is. Autumn can bring out the rock-bottom desolation in the pit of our discontent. 

We Minnesotans, on the other hand, are a hardy bunch, however, and most of us look at autumn as a time for football, hunting, and beer – well, roughly half of us, anyway. Similarly, Minnesotans see Fall as a time of waiting. For what? Winter, of course! Winter! It makes us who we are! (I heard that somewhere after I moved back to Minnesota after ten years in San Diego, California where to my amazement there was only one season called “really nice all the time.”

I begin with my poetic offering at the altar of the season. Please pour yourself a hot (hard?) cider, stir with a cinnamon stick, put on some bittersweet, new-age music, and read on, but of course, don’t expect a blaze of colors – maybe a pumpkin gargoyle.


Poets in Autumn

                                                                        by CatherineStenzel

 

                                    The Forest weeps needles cooling earth

                                    Shriveled rust-red rosehips bend bows on slenders

                                    Warm wafts of air return to whisper-tease, “Spring”

                                                                        on Hallowed Eve

                                    Then soldier winds blow cold ghosts wishless writhing

                                                from the still pond’s thin and lacquered 

                                                                        veils of ice

                                    On water’s edge, enduring pampas grasses

wave their hair like sacred dancers

 

                                    Old Badger holed up long in tooth and longer nails

                                    Yearling Bear Cub slumps toward winter-coming cave

                                    No more signature howls under shifting boreal light

                                    Rabbits grow fat turning gray to white

 

                                    Dusky deepening shadows herd us all to winter nights

                                                closing quickly and long-sleep coming

 

It is just so

 

                                    Poets’ suck in breath and swallow voice

                                    Searching without finding and Spring

                                                not coming into words

                                    Bramble thickets of sentences catch at knees and trip

                                    The ungrateful sound of brittle leaves shouts at escaped rhymes

                                    The muses have all flown south

                                                to bask relaxing in warmer climes

                                    Beware the edges of words both fore and aft

                                    They are sharp and hazardous to the craft

 

                                    Dirges and requiems sing in black-killed cadences

                                                while Churchill’s Black Dog 

                                                sits breathing heavy on our chests

                                                tongue pulled back from jaws dangerous

                                    Greying sheets fall lower creeping down

                                                toward faint horizons of our gravestone crowns

 

It is just so

 

coming on and closing fast

pushing all efforts toward the void at last


Now, on to the poets whose names people actually know. 

One of the more famous autumn poems was written by John Keats (1795 – 1821) in 1819. Although personal problems left him little time to devote to poetry in 1819, he composed "To Autumn" after a walk one autumnal evening. The work marks the end of his poetic career, as he needed to earn money and could no longer devote himself to the lifestyle of a poet. A little over a year after the publication (1920) of "To Autumn", Keats died.

The work has been interpreted as a meditation on death. One of the most anthologized English lyric poems. "To Autumn" has been regarded by critics as one of the most perfect short poems in the English language.


To Autumn

 

Season of mists and mellow fruitfulness,
    Close bosom-friend of the maturing sun;
Conspiring with him how to load and bless
    With fruit the vines that round the thatch-eves run;
To bend with apples the moss'd cottage-trees,
    And fill all fruit with ripeness to the core;
        To swell the gourd, and plump the hazel shells
    With a sweet kernel; to set budding more,
And still more, later flowers for the bees,
Until they think warm days will never cease,
        For Summer has o'er-brimm'd their clammy cells.

Who hath not seen thee oft amid thy store?
    Sometimes whoever seeks abroad may find
Thee sitting careless on a granary floor,
    Thy hair soft-lifted by the winnowing wind;
Or on a half-reap'd furrow sound asleep,
    Drows'd with the fume of poppies, while thy hook
        Spares the next swath and all its twined flowers:
And sometimes like a gleaner thou dost keep
    Steady thy laden head across a brook;
    Or by a cyder-press, with patient look,
        Thou watchest the last oozings hours by hours.

Where are the songs of Spring? Ay, where are they?
    Think not of them, thou hast thy music too,—
While barred clouds bloom the soft-dying day,
    And touch the stubble-plains with rosy hue;
Then in a wailful choir the small gnats mourn
    Among the river sallows, borne aloft
        Or sinking as the light wind lives or dies;
And full-grown lambs loud bleat from hilly bourn;
    Hedge-crickets sing; and now with treble soft
    The red-breast whistles from a garden-croft;
        And gathering swallows twitter in the skies. 


And here’s one from a favorite of two of the Almanac’s writers.


Day in Autumn

                                    By Rainer Maria Rilke

 

After the summer's yield, Lord, it is time

to let your shadow lengthen on the sundials

and in the pastures let the rough winds fly.

 

As for the final fruits, coax them to roundness.

Direct on them two days of warmer light

to hale them golden toward their term, and harry

the last few drops of sweetness through the wine.

 

Whoever's homeless now, will build no shelter;

who lives alone will live indefinitely so,

waking up to read a little, draft long letters,   

and, along the city's avenues,

fitfully wander when the wild leaves loosen.


Continuing with our poetic, Japanese friends, comes the typical minimalist approach – the grain of sand and the world.


Matsuo Basho

 

I pull out the gray hairs,

And under my pillow,

There is a cricket.

 

 

In this autumn,

Why I get older?

The clouds and birds.

 

 

Changed the red color,

Fallen on the tofu,

The leaf of the light crimson maple.

 

 

 

Autumn

                        By Amy Lowell

 

All day I have watched the purple vine leaves

Fall into the water.

And now in the moonlight they still fall,

But each leaf is fringed with silver.


Last, we offer a “transitional” poem, one that stands on tiptoes at the edge of autumn and peers into the blizzard, whiteout of winter.


On the Mountain

                                                            John Haines

 

                                                We climbed out of the timber,

                                                bending on the steep meadow

                                                to look for berries

                                                then still in the reddening sunlight

                                                went on up the windy shoulder.

 

                                                A shadow followed us up the mountain

                                                like a black moon rising.

                                                Minute by minute the autumn lamps

                                                on the slope burned out.

 

                                                Around us the air and the rocks

                                                whispered of night . . .

 

                                                A great cloud blew from the north,

                                                and the mountain vanished

                                                in the rain and stormlit darkness.


Background – Factual Information (just a bit):

There are two moments in the year when the Sun is exactly (almost) above the Equator and day and night are of equal length; also, either of the two points in the sky where the ecliptic (the Sun's annual pathway) and the celestial equator intersect.

The word autumn is derived from Latin autumnus, archaic auctumnus, possibly from the ancient Etruscan root autu- and has within it connotations of the passing of the year. More ancient roots mean “cold” and “dry.”

After the Greek era, the word continued to be used as the Old French word autompne (automne in modern French) or autumpne in Middle English,[17] and was later normalised to the original Latin. In the Medieval period, there are rare examples of its use as early as the 12th century, but by the 16th century, it was in common use.

The alternative word fall for the season traces its origins to old Germanic languages. The exact derivation is unclear, with the Old English fiƦll or feallan and the Old Norse fall all being possible candidates. However, these words all have the meaning "to fall from a height" and are clearly derived either from a common root or from each other. The term came to denote the season in 16th-century England, a contraction of Middle English expressions like "fall of the leaf" and "fall of the year". 


Not Entirely Equal Day & Night

On the two equinoxes every year the Sun shines directly (almost) on the Equator and the length of day and night is nearly equal – but not exactly.

Melancholia:  Skies turn grey, the amount of usable daylight drops rapidly, and many people turn inward, both physically and mentally. It has been referred to as an unhealthy season. Deep sadness or gloom. A mental condition characterized by persistent depression and ill-founded fears.


Exploration #1: What things and emotions do you associate with autumn?


Exploration #2: For you, how much does the thought of winter intrude on the waning beauty of autumn?



Exploration #3: Do you agree that autumn is the season of poets?
















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