I am coming to grips with one of the biggest fallacies that I fell for in my younger years. Way back...way, way back...I watched some documentaries that early in life set me on a path. Those documentaries were called "Animal House" and "Real Genius". They, and other documentaries, made me believe that college was going to be much diffetent than I found it to be. First of all, college girls are not attracted to intelligent nerds. Well, maybe Mark Zuckerberg...but I am pretty sure money had something to do with that. In my case, I was a broke intelligent nerd. No money, lots of brains, and serviceable looks. Second, nobody warned me that the “wild, chaotic, toga‑party‑every-night” version of college was apparently only available to people who had either rich parents, social skills, or a complete disregard for academic survival. I, unfortunately, had none of the above. My idea of a party was staying up until 7 a.m. working my third job and wo...
THIRD MOVEMENT REMEMBERING SONG SEVENTEEN BURNING GROUND III I keep moving retracing steps I decide the City will be next I intend to confront it – I will not wait to find that old terrain and know its sound Back to the city – back to gray walls journeying outward, inward – burning ground I continue with courage heading there and time being a relative thing dances and laughs in shifts and shimmers as I open to hear the City’s old sound First, a river flowing inside a littered border that I hardly saw when I ran anxious to join the gray-skulled order Now there is time and I will proceed and proceeding I will begin and beginning I will know the river’s voice that sings to me ...