I'm on my eighth pope. Leo XIV is a young man so I pray he's my last. When I first arrived on the scene, Pope Pius XII had already been on the job eight years. He had been elected to the papacy in 1939, just as WWII was breaking out. He has a controversial legacy. Some say he failed to speak out against the Holocaust. His supporters say he saved thousands of Jews from extermination. The debate is ongoing. The church has named him "venerable," the first step towards canonization. Pius XII was not a warm and fuzzy pope. What I remember most about him is his death in 1958. We paid a lot of attention to the papacy in my Catholic elementary school. Once Pius was in his tomb in the grotto under St. Peter's, we turned our attention to the election of the new pope. When it was announced that white smoke was seen coming from the chimney of the Sistine Chapel, Sister Eubestrabius said Habemus papem , boys and girls.We have a pope! Everyone loved Pope John XXIII. He lived...
Novembers will always bring me back to this story I wrote in 1983. The facts are open to debate as my version of events will naturally differ from another's description of it for to each, their own. This handwritten journal excerpt is legible; an ability that I can no longer claim with any degree of repetition as a tremor in my writing hand has invaded me with irregularity; I hope my imagination is not affected similarly.